death still does not win - even in blacksburg

sub-heading: the question mark kid

yeah, i don't know what to think of the virginia tech shooting...except that for some, things will never be the same - and yet for me personally they are the same. the thing about death is that it stings - and penetrates certain circles or spheres of life...this event is having a huge sphere...everyone's writing and thinking about it....but for me everything is the still the same...i'm not sure what to think about this....but i'm still going through a regular day like any other.

on april 11th i wrote that death does not win...and on april 16th death still does not win...but that's easy for me to say...the words of David Crowder come to mind...from his song Oh the Glory of it All (if you have not heard this song, go to i-tunes and download it right now bro - you can't go wrong)

at the start -- he was there -- he was there
in the end -- he'll be there -- he'll be there
after all our hands have wronged -- he forgives

oh the glory of it all -- is that he came in -- for the rescue of us all -- that we may live
oh the glory of it all -- oh the glory of it all

all is lost -- find him there -- find him there
after night -- dawn is there -- dawn is there
after all falls apart -- he repairs -- he repairs

oh the glory of it all -- is that he came in -- for the rescue of us all -- that we may live
oh the glory of it all -- oh the glory of it all

after night -- comes alive -- dawn is here -- it's a new day -- everything will change -- things will never be the same -- we will never be the same -- we will never be the same

i read that cho was referred to as a loner and was known as "the question mark kid" to some...what would drive someone to do this besides the devil himself...i guess satan was his only friend...

lester feels like a last name and cho feels like a question mark...how can some be so lost when "the found" are so close (in proximity at least) - that's what I need to think about...