brown puma's (eli's got red ones to match)

live who you are. God has entrusted me with something, something that he is really about - and it's something that i need to be about. there's room for everyone in God's plan, and i don't want to miss any of what He has for me. even King David missed out on a little more that God had for him (2 Samuel).

God what are you into? And what do you want me to be into that you are already into? I'm still wrestling with this question.

i'm still in this six month window, a season of change of sorts. i feel that God is calling me out to something that He is really for. Like the lost and destitute. i'm not sure i'm all about the lost and the destitute. sometimes i feel i am, but a lot of the time i'm all about having green grass in my back yard. and comfortable shoes, that are still very cool. and some nice things that surround me. but God is moving me (literally?/vocationally?heart-fully?) to something new. i want to love God with all i am, i want to be vulnerable to God.

God is doing some great things in my heart right now, giving me more compassion for people that i have not loved in the past. i'm still wrestling with what i want that to look like, and trying to shake that from God, praying and hoping and believing that it will become clear.

i want to let go of fear, be able to take a risk, not worry about my shoes or how green my grass is, and find my real joy in the Lord.

call me out - i'm open right now - i believe you will lead me straight(ish)