don't close your eyes - feb 8th walk on Market Street

some things i've been thinking about...

where am i really headed - i've hit this wall where my daily life doesn't make sense compared to my spiritual life...i've come to terms (or maybe a loose understanding) of what it means in my head to really follow christ...and now the time has come to get that thought out of my head and into my hands...i know my current state is not the best place to put this calling to work, and into my hands - i've put myself in this 6 month window of waiting - or more accurately God has...

there are just too many thoughts coming into my head right now - i need to get some out - i'm not sure how God will use me, or my story, or my families story - but i'm more willing than i've ever been to be part of his story...

this 6 month window all started february 8th while walking down market street - it was one of the best times i've had communing with God in a long while, really searching the depths of my heart....i was givin a six month window to really chase after things, and not miss any opportunities to serve...

the challenge now is to wait - and not close my eyes...