It's winter....we're leaning forward into the white snow

It's winter...we're leaning forward into the white snow...waiting - at least my kids are. The past few months have been really great, leaving little in the way of yearning. Except something is still missing. Can't put my finger on it yet. I'm trying to understand what it really means (for me at least) to say that I follow Christ with everything. There are still too many compartments and separations in my life. Worship seems to be connecting them, and making certain parts of my life no longer fit...which is a good thing. I'm trying to lean forward into this winter storm that's coming, anticipating what's going to happen - how things are going to stop, and how quiet it's going to become. I know things will be clear soon...